"Ad Infinitum" shows up for me on your profile.. Though I guess it'd still annoy you if it won't show up for you so you'd still delete it anyway? xD
Ah well, thought you might wanted to know xD

It really sucks to be back at home and just be bored again as usual after a day or, in your case, 3 weeks Dx People say that that makes the time you spent there even better so you shouldn't let it get to you.. I dunno, but doesn't that only make you want to go back even more? xD

Hmm, friends are overrated. They're a good way to kill some time, but it's quite rare to not get annoyed by them after a while xD For me, anyway xD They just never seem to get tired of boring stuff.. Oh, and they can get mad over the smallest and weirdest of things o.0

Also, who's this Victoria? Somehow, you make me think she is a friend of yours :0


Oh, and it's difficult to see the blatantly obvious truth when you keep paying attention to other things that you find more important.. Y'know, the kind of things 'everyone' seems to find important but really just aren't? xD Like the kind of car you drive, clothes you wear, etc..

Of course, why should anyone believe someone of which they have this vague notion of knowing and are.. inspired by that vague notion not to get to know that person better so her/his words gain meaning?[/sarcasm]xD

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<sub>Oh...well then I guess I won't delete it. Maybe it was just acting up or something.

I think it's just summer ennui getting to me. The usual. I just want to do stuff.

It's sad that friends are overrated. What ever happened to meaningful relationships? For me it's like no one likes me at all. And if they do, it's for shallow reasons. And yeah, I agree.

Victoria is ~EastTwilight and she's been my "best friend" since the 7th grade. We're sort of having a dispute. My fault.

Yes, that may be the case. But I used to think people could put those trivial things aside and look at things objectively. Maybe I'm the only one?

Yay for vague notions. I think I inspire them in people.</sub>

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I want your babies.

Oh, and yeah that ad stuff, it shows up on mine.

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Probably, I've had the same problem and after a while my deviation would show up as it should xD

Well, maybe I'm just expecting more from friendship than I should. Y'know, 'friends that help you out with all your problems' and stuff. Then again, it's not like I have any problems for them to help me with xD
Shallow reasons? Like, if you have to team-up for a project or something? :0 I hate people who get friendly only to get a higher grade.. Dx

Ah, so you do have friends! Or at least a friend.. One beats none! xD

You're certainly not the only one xD Though you are one of the few.. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing xD Probably a bad thing

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Ranting is good. Rant on. Vent. VENNNT.

You're better than anyone thinks you are! Yes! THAT IS WHAT PEOPLE NEED TO START BELIEVING.


You can do it.

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_{It sort of isolates me though. That's the only problem. I mean, since they think I'm something I'm not, something negative, it makes me feel very alone and unknown by the world. I can't seem to put myself out there. Not quite sure how. I'm not good at expressing myself, quite frankly.}

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_{Like, it doesn't show up at all. No ads. No thumb and no title.}

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<sub>Ok. I sort of feel better about that now.

I too expect more from friendship than I should. Maybe that's why I never seem to get along with people. By shallow reasons I mean they like me because, well...they say stuff like, "she's really nice" or "she's smart" or something like that, and that's sort of almost skin-deep stuff. Ok, so I'm "nice" and "smart" but I'm a million other things once you really know me, and frankly, no one ever sees those things. I know, I never really let people get to know me, so I guess that's my fault. Or maybe my personality isn't interesting enough for anyone to care?

Yeah...and she knows me pretty well, so that's good. But I can't have conversations with her about serious issues that bother me, or tell her about my writing or concepts I've given thought without her telling me I'm crazy. Or, for serious issues that bother me, she doesn't agree/care. We got to be friends back in seventh grade because I had nowhere to sit on the school bus except next to her, so she let me sit down. And she was reading Harry Potter. So we pretty much hit it off just on that...now, I'm not under the Potter spell anymore, and she still is, so I don't know. She likes stuff like that, fantasy stuff that I've grown out of. I only read classic literature now (it's the best, after all) and she won't follow my lead (nobody ever does). We don't even end up in the same classes anymore, since she won't take (many) advanced courses and I take all advanced courses...there's a difference in motivation, I guess. I just get sad because there's not much we have in common. I still really like having her as a friend, I just need some new people to be with too.

I went to Yale for 3 weeks in July and the 5 other girls in my suite were great, but it's hard for me to reach out. So we're friends, but we're distant friends, especially because we live far apart and converse solely on facebook now.

What bothers me in this friendship thing is that the people I meet differ from me so much that it's hard to see eye to eye. I feel like my values and perspective, which I consider to be extremely valid, are lost on everyone. It's like I'm in the wrong generation. Wrong time period. It really sucks.</sub>

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I'm not good at expressing myself either, really. Just be yourself, I guess, and try and live your life.

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